How do you like the new digs? I was getting tired of the old layout, so I thought I'd try something new to spice it up.
Bleh...I feel yucky. My New Years plan worked flawlessly, but not the post-New Years plan. I did not get drunk, I only nibbled on some foodstuffs, had a great time, no hangover...but I've eaten a lot since then, and it HAD to come out, so I did a salt water flush. I still had all the food inside me since yesterday....a grilled chicken burrito, some nachos, some tater tots, a big New York strip steak, potatoes, veggies, (and thats all just from yesterday!) today's chicken mushroom swiss sandwich with bacon on rye, part of a haddock fillet, American fries, ICE CREAM...
ugh...what the fuck?!
Right before I went to the bathroom I looked at my stomach in the mirror....it was SO bloated with water and food that I looked 4 months pregnant! It was the strangest thing ever, my belly has never stuck out that far before! It was like 6 inches out! I checked out my belly after and it was smaller. I bet if you were in the bathroom with me you could have seen my belly actually shrink!
When I went to the New Years party I was 138.9. It was awesome. When I came back from the party after drinking and nibbling on food, I was STILL 138.9. Even awesomer. I bet I'm 140 again. I'll check tomorrow. The rest of tonight will be water water water! Flush out the evil. I need to stay under 140!
I am actually finally starting to see my hipbones. They are pretty visible when I'm laying down but when I was standing I could never see them until now. It looks weird because I still have a belly pooch, so I have two hipbones with a big fat belly in between. Can't wait til that fucking belly disappears. Along with the ass and the STILL HUGE thighs. At least I can see hipbones finally. Its like its finally working. I was starting to think I didn't even have a pelvis.
Ugh. I feel so full and so gross. I don't think the saltwater is done. I'm going to flush some more, and then come back and post on some of your lovely blogs.
2011 is our year!!!
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- I'm a lifetime student of the School of Self-Loathing. I feel like I have no control over anything in my life and I want to control something I know I can. I want to be thin. I want to use starving as self destruction and thinness as a means of getting what I want. This is my Ana blog...my Analog. Email me at: negativespaceblog@gmail.com
3 comments:
awesome that your plan worked. i know how it is with the hipbones i mean i haven't had them visible but when i was exercising i was actually able to feel them it made me so happy and now there's flab and i have to press through it to feel it...oh i miss them but like you said 2011 is our year
stay strong
yaaaaay! So excited for you being 138.9! I miss having a scale that tells me exact numbers. mine is just a guessing game becaause only every 5th incriment has a number over it, grr
Heeey ♥
Congrats, love <3
2011 will definitely be our year; we deserve this more than ever.
Missed youu <33
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