The Curse of Relationships

Blessing: three days off. I haven't had more than just Sunday off in two months. They pounded us with mandatory 8 hr Saturdays for over a month now. And now I have Saturday and Monday off. Holy crap! 3 days!

Curse: the fiance has these three days off too. Blast! That means no fasting at all and I'll have to eat when he does. Today I've binged in disgusting amounts. I don't think I had a chance. I guess I will just have to call today my eating day. Oh well. I did GREAT yesterday. Hopefully I can make it up tomorrow. If I just don't eat tomorrow, it may not be a problem.

I feel full right now. I hate that feeling so much it hurts. But I'm not a purger....never have been. So I'll have to live with it and suffer until that sweet, sweet hunger comes back....sometime tomorrow.

Have to keep this brief...sorry.

Peace,
Emily - the Fat Slob

3 comments:

Becca said...

I'm not a purger, either. Can't bring myself to do it-- I've even tried and failed!!!

Beliiiiiieve me, I know the curse of relationships! I just wrote an entire blog entry about my fights with my husband! He's only here for one meal a day during the week-- but the ENTIRE weekend, and this was a FOUR DAY WEEKEND. Like, super huge blessing because we actually get to sleep in the same bed, but huge CURSE because he watches me like a HAWK!

way to go doing a GREAT job yesterday, chica!

Don't worry about the falter- we all stumble, girl and you'll get right back up!

XoXo

Strength said...

haha ive tried purging and can't do it! it just didn't work!
and i just wrote a whole "relationship" blog too hahaa it just must be coming around to bite us all in the butt at the same time! EMPTINESS is STRENGTH
xoxo
-Strength

Anonymous said...

Ugh, I know it sounds weird but I envy those who can purge. I can't despite my many many attempts. I excercise to try to burn off some of the calories but lately I've not even been able to keep up with that as much as I'd like because I feel just so fat. I'm trying to get back on track as well. If you fail one day doesn't mean you're a failure (at least that's what I try to tell myself lol). You can get back on track!

Stay strong:)

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