I was in a painfully good mood today. Like, ridiculously so. The type of mood people notice . The type of mood that comes easily to most people but I cling to like a welcome visitor that frequents me maybe once a month. I wish I could bottle this shit and take it as a life supplement, like taking adderall when I need focus. I would call it "Walking on Sunshine" or something dumb like that. I guess they already bottle confidence; they call it alcohol. LOL.
I just wish I knew if there was anything I could do to make it come back.
No eating tomorrow. Okay? Fuck, I'm fat.
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- Emily
- I'm a lifetime student of the School of Self-Loathing. I feel like I have no control over anything in my life and I want to control something I know I can. I want to be thin. I want to use starving as self destruction and thinness as a means of getting what I want. This is my Ana blog...my Analog. Email me at: negativespaceblog@gmail.com
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