Lets Get Going

Epic Thanksgiving weekend 4 day bingefest FAIL

Ready to get back on track.

Flashing your white panties to your boss who has to come over and politely tell you theres a split in the back of your pants because you sat down and your ass spread so far your poor jeans (JEANS) couldn't hold it in

What more motivation do you need?

Having your fiance tell you he only has sex with you once a month because he hates you and can't stand being with you and only has you when he's horny

(because you're a disgusting fat pig and no one wants to see you naked)

What else could get you going more than that?

The dizzy feeling of a nicotine buzz on an empty stomach,
Swaying to and fro as you smoke on your balcony,
Using the table to hold yourself up as your stomach growls in audible protest at the meager helping of pomegranate seeds you fed it,
and then your stomach silences in the quiet realization that those seeds is all its getting today,

Feeling weak and loving it.

I hate being hated by the one I love.

I want to set records with how much weight I lose in December.

Heres to December. A new month.

Heres to weighing as much as a snowflake by January.

Lets go.

Let go.


Emily