Poodles

I'm drinking my coffee out of a poodle mug I got from my grandma. I fucking hate poodles. But the mug holds 2 cups of coffee so I deal.

I'm also reading and commenting, you girls and your writing is all the thinspo I need to stay motivated and on track all day.

I had a loosely-contrived-not-written-in-stone goal of being in the 140's by Thanksgiving. Since I didn't commit to it 100% I don't know if its feasible now. I'll try my best. If I'm not in the 140's by Thanksgiving I WILL be by Christmas. I'll have to be. The only direction my weight will be going this holiday season is DOWN, my friends.

Josh will be gone til tomorrow night, possibly Sunday morning. I will be taking advantage of this lack-of-Josh-time by not eating. Tomorrow we have mandatory OT again so I guess I will eat 1 provided sandwich and a bunch of vegetables. No dessert, no chips. If Josh isn't here seeing me not eating, he'll never know. I should make a rule to only eat significant amounts if he's watching me. And only after it becomes an issue, like if he says "You never eat anything!" or something.

Back to reading and posting. I only have an hour before I go to work. I FUCKING HATE GOING TO WORK. I wish I were thin.

Later lovies,

Emily