Happy Birthday.

I wanted to make a nice birthday for my fiance. He's in the bathroom puking up the dinner I bought him.

I spent my Chiles gift card on dinner for us. He knew I was going to. We ate a lot. We went to the bar to drink. He could only take 3 drinks cause he ate too much.

And now its all coming up cause the stupid jerk drank five beers before we went out. He knew I was taking him out and he drank to get a good buzz going before we went out, to relax. You idiot, beer is like eating a sandwich each time. Its filling. You sabotaged it. Not purposely, not vengefully. Unknowingly.

But if I knew I was wasting MY $25 dollar gift card from MY mother on YOU I would have just gone out to eat alone and got my moneys worth cause I actually DIGESTED THE FOOD.

I know its retarded to complain about keeping a large meal down on a pro ana site but I'm high and for some reason it kind of pisses me off. I could buy a large salad then spend the rest on margaritas ALONE and really get $25 worth. I didn't invite my friend Rob to come out to the bar to watch you drink 3 drinks and go home and puke it cause you're stupid and you pregamed without me.

I got all prepared to have a nice night out. I even used vacation time today to get out 4 hours early to go out to eat and then party. Now I have to stay til 2 tomorrow to make up the hours, when the time at this very minute is only like an hour after I would have gotten out of work anyway. So an hour later and you're done anyway? Why did I waste my time?

I dunno. I'm high and pissed. This weed makes me edgy.

He's coming out of the bathroom. Later.