Sometimes, Life Can Just Suck It

Here I am, posting on my new computerrrrrrr :)

I see a few flakes outside. It hasn't snowed yet in the month of December and for Wisco, that's just crazy. I bet it won't amount to anything. When it gets cold, sometimes I want to stand outside wearing practically nothing to burn some calories.

My eating has been atrocious lately. I am a victim of the Late Night Bingies. Where you do a great job all day and ride high on the hunger hog, and then come home from work or just find yourself with nothing better to do and before you know it you are STUFFING your face. It's uncontrollable and disgusting. I'll give myself the benefit of the doubt and say it's because it's cold out and I'm always victim to excessive consumption this time of year.

I've been using high fiber food like laxatives. I finish my binges with something like a bowl of Raisin Bran and it pushes things along. You know what would be better? If I could avoid it all together. Which is where I am today. Hopefully, writing about it will keep me accountable. Blogging and commenting more often will keep me more in the loop and mindset.

God help me, I'm losing my control and it is driving my literally crazy. If I don't lose weight this winter, I will be at the end of my rope.

Wish me luck. I have to work all weekend which will put me at 20 hours this weekend and 12 straight days of work. I'm stressed out about so, so many things and I need this win.

I need a glass of wine. I know its going to be a bad day when I need one before work. This is going to be a long weekend.

NO FOOD TODAY!

*Emily