Shoes

okay, yesterday I had a reasonable sized post punched out on my phone and when I hit Publish it said there was an error while posting and deleted the whole thing. arg.

So I'll try again. Yesterday I failed horribly in the realm of 2600 calories. Yup, I'm a winner. I have a calorie counter app on my phone that is just wonderful (and painfully honest). I was doing fine after stopping around 1000 but then I got out of work and he was hungry and the $#&@*! made me eat food. Ugh I can feel it clogging my arteries now.

ugh!

Well today I'm visiting my mom as it is her birthday today and I'm sure there will be some sort of lunch there but I will get something healthy like a chicken breast or a leaf of lettuce. Other than that I am FASTING all weekend and to remind me to do well my reward is a new pair of kelly green Chuck Taylors (or Converse All Stars to some). Green and blue are my fave colors, and purple too, so someday I wish to own those colors. I love that they come in a rainbow.

Another reason I'm getting shoes is because it is retail therapy for me. I had a bad day yesterday at the hands of my very own overactive brain and in lieu of cutting myself I opted for a less bloody way of getting back at myself.

OH MY GOD. SHOES.

So anyway. I have lots to do today not including the 1 1/2 hour drive to my folks house. And I want my shoes! So this better post or I'll throw the damn thing at the wall.

peace out.

(Note: it is NOT publishing again! But this time I copied it into a note so don't lose it as I try to figure out WTF is wrong...considering the SAME PROGRAM published my last post no problem!)